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IU is my bias...

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assalamualaikum, humans~ I don't know why but I wanted to post this old poem I created based on the titles of my ultimate female bias in the K-pop industry, IU. that's her up there XD natural beauty ^^ here it goes >< : I once was a LOST CHILD Always up at 4AM Searching for the story ONLY I DIDN’T KNOW I always hope for EVERY SWEET DAY to come A DREAMER ’s hope to live well and happy But rather look PITIFUL than a dreamer Always IN A ROOM ALONE Isolated from the REAL world   One night, on a misty night I dreamt of wanting to eat MARSHMALLOW But the word instantly reminded me of you A CHILD SEARCHING FOR A STAR I reminisced the GOOD DAY when I met you I instantly had a LOVE ATTACK And quickly asked for a HEART BEATING DATE A slight nod from you made my heart skipped beat For sure, IT’S FIRST LOVE for me   The next early morning, my phone rang and IT’S YOU Who called to spill the bad news My heart sank and TEARDROPS IN THE MORNING Fell at...

precious tears fallen...

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assalamualaikum~ first, I seriously had no mood to post anything, but thinking of something made me do it. you know why? HOMESICKNESS! waaaa~ I miss my mum, my family, my bed, my room and etc.! plus the problems here in IPG aren't helping me with this sickness ==''' thank you very much. my heart is still not at ease right now, and I feel like calling my mum. but it's quite late now and I know that she had already fallen asleep and I don't want to disturb her. maybe tomorrow morning I may call her. insyaALLAH. huhuhuu~ secondly, my old nightmare is haunting and taunting me back >< the friend whom I had betrayed and crushed had come back to taunt me. why?! huhuuu~ oh well, I think it's because of karma. ain't it a beach? grrrr~ I think I have no luck finding friends, some may be crushed and betrayed by me or before I could do it, they had done it first to me. I am quite used to it now, as if it was already implanted in me. really. and of course...

such a tiring day...

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assalamualaikum~ omg! today was such a tiring day! huhuu~ throughout all the class today, I was yawning like crazy! today only have Social Studies, Language Development and Learning Support. haiz~ then in the afternoon, we went out. we as in me, Kak Adaa, Kak Jah, Sue Zhen and Mary in one car, Kiah, Mimah, Kak Hana, Nana and Dayang in the other car. at first, we wanted to buy hockey sticks, but on second thought, never mind. hahaa XD then, we went to MyDin Hypermarket and buy some white shirts for the next PE class. other than that, we also bought some grocery supplies for the weekends. well, I bought a whole black and pepper baked chicken, two jumbo sausages for din-din tonight, two snacks and two yogurt drinks. I know~ hehe. oh, I wanna thanks my beloved mummy for the allowance while the government allowance is still in progress ==''' stupid tuttt~ hehe~ thanks mummy! I will spend it prudently ^^ alhamdulillah also because both of my powerpoint presentation for LDV ...

bad but good... HUH?!

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assalamualaikum, humans~ gosh today was a tiring day! I was already reached the TELTraC buildings but got an sms from my classmate telling us to change into our PE clothes (but I already in my lecture clothing ><''') and go to the gym, back at the main ground. I mean, 'like seriously dude?!', walking back to the main ground, it was like a kilometer walk, damnit! ARGHHHHHH! then, haiz, we have to obey the lecturers. so I got into my PE clothing and went to the gym.  PE time. the most hatred time for me. but, PE today was... fun! OMG! WHAT AM I SAYING HERE?! seriously!!! but seriously, I had fun today at PE. and the new lecturer was fun as well. he understood my 'condition' well. kekeke~ but next week, we are going to check our BMI. and now that's my most hatred thing about PE, okay! I hate taking my weight and people are there to see it >< huhuu~ but, it's okay. they'll soon know it as well. so, why not sooner than later? hu...

another busy day... WAIT WHAT?! HELP!

assalamualaikum! annyeong! oh God I've been so busy lately! >___<''' with all the presentations and all. I chose to have the first topic to present for Language Description and Social Studies. at first, it was a good idea, as I thought be busy in the beginning of the year would become in handy for me later on. huhuu )': I didn't expect for me to be sooooooo busy! why?! WAE ?! huhuu~ okay okay, I just have to endure it and get it all over with... then... I WILL BE FREE!!! FREE I TELL YOU! FREE! keke XD  tomorrow is the day that I wasn't expecting much of... because... MY MOST HATRED SUBJECT IS TOMORROW!!! DAMN I HATE P.E.!!! GAHHHHHHHH! please let it be easy for us (especially me) for tomorrow >< aminn! OMGOMGOMG! BREAKING NEWS! I just read it from a link my friend shared on Facebook and apparently there will be a storm named Sonamu will be hitting North Peninsular between tomorrow and Wednesday >< please pray for our safety...

what is LOVE? tch

assalamualaikum, foreigners~ back for the second part of my life. nothing special about today, because it's holiday for my place. what did I say I want to do today, huh? oh yeahh! I will post my poem from yesterday... WAIT WHAT?! no! ANDWAE ! okay fine ==''' just read, and promise me... DON'T YOU EVER LAUGH! or I'll kill you! ARASSEO ?!  What is Love? Love is not just to kiss To hug, to make love, to confess Love is not just a word To express, to sing, and to dance Love is never just to adore To cherish, to obey nor to worship Love is easy, yet unclear Love is hard, yet light Love is mine, yet so far Love is yours, yet deniable Cacophonous love is silent Corrupted love is pure Darkest love is brightest And deepest love is shallow What is love? Love is universal yet one Love is simple yet complications are endless But in the end, love is just to accept by Syahmi finished! how is it? hehehe XD it's just a simple one. but the meani...

the first of everything...

assalamualaikum, foreigners... howdy, people! I made this new blog is because it's the new year! YEAY! happy new year of 2013 to everyone! *clap hands* LOL! okay... I haven't been blogging since... LAST YEAR! ==''' I'll try to be active this year, insyaALLAH . I won't be editing this blog in the near future because I still have Language Description II powerpoint presentation to finish and also Social Studies II as well... it's only the first week of the semester and it's already hectic. GOD! ya ALLAH, please help me understand and think better...  next is about my new year resolutions... yes, with the CAPITAL 'S'! insyaALLAH I will achieve all of it. teehee~ so here they are... my coming new year resolutions... be nicer, less friendly. less playing , more serious . less caring, more daring. less noisy, more silent. 2digit. 17x. economically, spiritually, mentally, physically okay and stable. grow up. ignore and succ...