not good enough, not really worthy of...

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bismillahirahmanirahim...

I'm suddenly active in updating my blog, huh? well, AS IF people will read it. some are just too 'busy' to read it. AT LEAST learn something about my past BEFORE starting to JUDGE me.

none is judge of others as they are the only judge of themselves...

sometimes, I even wonder why did I make my own blog? what I thought at first, first, I'm a no one. second, who am I to post a blog? third, it's just about my life and not educational, religious, political, et cetera stuffs. fourth, I'm just an ordinary kid. and LOL! the first, second and fourth are as the same thing -. -''' whatever.

the thing I hate is when I have problems and stuff, they would ask me. and THEY SHOULD NOT ASK ME DIRECTLY! because I hate talking. so, sometimes, I put it in my blog or something. so, JUST READ IT. shut it and read. and another thing you guys should know about me. I don't like to express myself. and how do I express myself? through my writings. I've been like this since I was still in my infant stage. (okay, that's a bit hyperbolic ><) but yeah, I'm afraid to be in front of the crowds and express myself. I will get goosebumps and starting to puke. and I really really hate it when that happens. so please understand me better.

last word for this post; learn and understand and never judge and compare.

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