build and break...
bismillahirahmanirahim...
[BGM : Yuna & Chris Blade - Favourite Thing]
have you ever wondered why everything is build and in the end, they are broken down again...?
I always wonder the same thing for thousands of years (exaggerating much ._.)
it's the same for me. when I start to build up my confidence once more, there is always something, always tries to break it down again and again and again. curse that 'something'.
I've been broken enough by those words and eyes that would always judge without thinking of knowing me closer and closer. that's why gaps are created between us. us? who? it's obvious lol. it's me and them. them as in the people around me. duh.
noticed. I noticed that some are trying to keep themselves away from me, trying to not be hurt by me. me, the troublemaker, the problematic boy.
when we try to build yourself up, just remember that there are thousands of bulldozers trying to break you down. just keep building and find materials (al-Quran and as-Sunnah, etc.) that could strengthen your building. keep it up and you can be the most tallest and beautiful yet strongest building around. be positive and never think negative. once negative thoughts are in mind, cracks will start to form and it could never be plastered to be normal once again.
surround yourself with beautiful gardens, full with flowers and pretty butterflies (good friends and people) and they'll try to help you be strong, even in the harshest weather of all, rainbow will start to form and shine the light on your building and garden.
just think positive and try to ignore the negatives. pamper yourself with good advice and words and never tame yourself with bad and discouraging words. love yourself, like others.
good night.
[BGM : Yuna & Chris Blade - Favourite Thing]
have you ever wondered why everything is build and in the end, they are broken down again...?
I always wonder the same thing for thousands of years (exaggerating much ._.)
it's the same for me. when I start to build up my confidence once more, there is always something, always tries to break it down again and again and again. curse that 'something'.
I've been broken enough by those words and eyes that would always judge without thinking of knowing me closer and closer. that's why gaps are created between us. us? who? it's obvious lol. it's me and them. them as in the people around me. duh.
noticed. I noticed that some are trying to keep themselves away from me, trying to not be hurt by me. me, the troublemaker, the problematic boy.
when we try to build yourself up, just remember that there are thousands of bulldozers trying to break you down. just keep building and find materials (al-Quran and as-Sunnah, etc.) that could strengthen your building. keep it up and you can be the most tallest and beautiful yet strongest building around. be positive and never think negative. once negative thoughts are in mind, cracks will start to form and it could never be plastered to be normal once again.
surround yourself with beautiful gardens, full with flowers and pretty butterflies (good friends and people) and they'll try to help you be strong, even in the harshest weather of all, rainbow will start to form and shine the light on your building and garden.
just think positive and try to ignore the negatives. pamper yourself with good advice and words and never tame yourself with bad and discouraging words. love yourself, like others.
good night.
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