Of AR Proposal and Practicum

Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh and hola, peeps!
It's rather hot today and also tonight. Hmm~

I've been so busy lately with work and school stuff that I have (almost) totally forgotten about this beloved blog of mine. I saw one of my juniors had just updated hers, and I suddenly felt like updating mine (which I actually wanted to procrastinate from doing my AR proposal). *small laughs*

Since I'm already in my final year of Degree in Teaching, we have to conduct a small research on a problem in teaching and learning the international language, English, since it's my major for this degree. Before we have to conduct the research, we need to write a proposal proposing of what we wanted to do on which issue that is suitable to be conducted upon. We have to write it within the word limit of 3200 words and well, most of my classmates had gone over the limit, I might as well follow their path. Hahaha. 

I am actually almost half of the way to finishing it, like 45% of the proposal done. Honestly writing, I can easily finish writing this assignment in just like less than a week, but my laziness and procrastinating self is way stronger than my diligent and hardworking self. If not, I could have finish this a week earlier than planned. But then, I was so busy with school stuffs that I totally forgot about doing the proposal. Even if I remember to do it, I was either too tired or too sleepy to even finish it by night time. 

Doing Practicum in an excellent cluster school or SKK for short is very tiring and full of experience to gain for myself. I learnt a thing or two about being a real teacher and being a real teacher can really be a challenging and tiring task to be carried out. The business can never be explained in words (element: exaggeration and hyperbole) and sometimes I forget even the most important of things to be done, which is to call my family especially my mother and even reconnecting with my friends and juniors in IPG. I feel bad for them. I feel bad for myself. I really care for everyone and sometimes the tiredness gets the best of me and ruin some moments with me and my friends, even my family. 

I totally forgot the last time I cried while calling my mum and even talking with my friends. And this semester brings those back again at some point of time. I miss my family and I miss my friends, my best friends. I miss everyone. I'm sorry if I'm using the 'busy' excuse on you guys to not reconnecting with everyone. I really am. Please forgive me. *sad face*

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